As he looks into a mirror

Feb 06, 2008 14:29

You're trivial

and you're so angry
and so caught up with yourself
and focused on what you don't have,
that you can't see what you do posses.
What is it that you have though?
What do you have to give?
Nothing?
What surrounds you that's of actual worth?
Why?
What is it you want?
Why are your needs so special?
Why is this life so dull to you?
Is it because you sit there so often,
watching others
others who do have things of worth?
While you toil away you miserable wretch.
What is it that's so important
that you act so self destructively?
You're back hurts?
Maybe you should break it, and become numb in the body as you are in the mind.
Perhaps as a solution you should just
look straight forward when you walk,
all you see are stupid people.
Oh but wait, sometimes they look back at you,
and that's what makes you happy...?
Weak...
You're so different
and needy.
When you look at everyone else
they're all the same, or they're so very different.
You're not like them at all.
Nope
You are a waste of human mold.
Pointless
What do you expect to come from this?
Hmm?
Why are you doing this here?
Oh, you don't know?
Well I'm certainly not going to tell you.
Because you don't want to know.
It would harm whatever little you have of your self.
You're stressed out? Why?
Because of THAT?
That's silly, get over it!
It's not just that?
Well what else can it be?
There's more to it?
What more can there be?
You think you're stupid,
but you're calculating
how can you be stupid?
Never mind, you are right.
Leave.
You wanna talk more?
You want more insight?
Why aren't more people caring?
Like you right?
What do you do anyway?
Have you ever actually helped anyone out,
really..?
I didn't think so.
The only thing I can tell you now
is to wait.
Wait for something that might never come.
And get over it. live for today because tomorrow might never come.
I think I heard that somewhere.
But don't give up.
Call your family and talk to them, because if no one else cares
they have to.
Questioning your past?
Don't.
It's not worth it.
What are you going to learn?
Other people aren't worth it.
Nobody's perfect, and certainly
no one is virtuous anymore.
No one leads a good life.
And everyone disappoints you at one time or another.
Don't rely on others because it'll always turn out badly.
Don't place faith into people.
Don't let people place their faith into you.

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