How did things end up this way...........?
My title probably indicates that I'm a little upset...but I'm not. I'm perfectly fine. Completely tranquil. Right now it's about ten fifty in the morning. I had to wake up for an eight o'clock class. Damn me, I couldn't I woke up around seven twenty and set the alarm for 20 minutes later. I woke up twenty minutes later and then I figured I could afford to stay in bed for five minutes...Can't possibly fall asleep in five minutes right? WRONG! I woke up at eight fifty. If I hurried I could make it for the last thirty minutes of class. So I did. At the end of class the professor dramatically asks me to stay after class. Sill students with their silly questions cause my anxiety to grow. He's wearing black too, the color of death...........
He sits me down, and we have a chat. As life would have it he was just concerned about me. Because I didn't show up to class last thur. and then I'm an hour late today. Once I explained to him my situation about my inability to get my act together he understands and tells me that he figured that was what my problem was. It's fine though. I got a D+ on my last paper...a 69..heh. 69...lol. Anyway It's cool. All my other grades in that class are pretty high, so I should be able to bring it up.
Right now I'm sitting at the Metro Cafe drinking some coffee and updating my Journal. It's been a while since I wrote anything worth reading..everything has been so trivial and about stupid boys....It makes me seem like some boy crazy gay...Which I am definitely not! There is more to my personality! I have depth...really I do. There are multiple levels to my character...I wonder what today's going to be like? I have to study for my oceanography midterm which is tomorrow, I have to read for Intro to Ancient Rome...I have a lot to read...Psych is pretty good so far. I love it, from that class I gain so much insight into my own, and other people's actions. I feel like I know things that give me some sort of edge when dealing with people. I know it sounds a little egotistical but...yeah...that's just how I feel.
God...being here in this little cafe is making me remember how good a cup of coffee tastes. I miss it so much. Waking up every morning and fixing myself a thermos. Drinking it on the way to school, the way it goes down your throat so warm and smooth. Damn! I really should have brought my coffee pot. I just completely thought you couldn't have one...Strange...coffee is a college students best friend. But I mean by now, the affect of caffeine...doesn't even touch me. It helps me to sleep actually. I'm actually pretty tired right now. But it just feels good to be awake and up right now. It's nice and cold outside, and I'm sitting in the back of this quaint little cafe...heh I used the word quaint. With my little laptop listening to my little music, curled up on a couch...just wish someone was here to enjoy it with me.
Look as hard as I tried to not get addicted to cigarettes I think I may be...I really don't know. But what I do know is that I could go for a black right about now. Cigarettes and coffee go so well together. But no, I think I'll try to hold off smoking for the remainder of the week, and see how that goes. I'll try, but it'll be hard because the cold weather makes it so comfortable to smoke. It just makes it feel all the better.
I hate how argumentative some people are. It really does get on my nerves when people are stubborn, and just have to convince or beat the opinion's out of other people. So in respect to me, could you please not! Please don't try to always shove your opinion down my throat. I don't want to talk about this in real life. I'm sure you know who you are. But yeah, I'd rather not discuss this in person, because I know that your booming voice will completely dominate that of my own meek and timid voice.
He sits me down, and we have a chat. As life would have it he was just concerned about me. Because I didn't show up to class last thur. and then I'm an hour late today. Once I explained to him my situation about my inability to get my act together he understands and tells me that he figured that was what my problem was. It's fine though. I got a D+ on my last paper...a 69..heh. 69...lol. Anyway It's cool. All my other grades in that class are pretty high, so I should be able to bring it up.
Right now I'm sitting at the Metro Cafe drinking some coffee and updating my Journal. It's been a while since I wrote anything worth reading..everything has been so trivial and about stupid boys....It makes me seem like some boy crazy gay...Which I am definitely not! There is more to my personality! I have depth...really I do. There are multiple levels to my character...I wonder what today's going to be like? I have to study for my oceanography midterm which is tomorrow, I have to read for Intro to Ancient Rome...I have a lot to read...Psych is pretty good so far. I love it, from that class I gain so much insight into my own, and other people's actions. I feel like I know things that give me some sort of edge when dealing with people. I know it sounds a little egotistical but...yeah...that's just how I feel.
God...being here in this little cafe is making me remember how good a cup of coffee tastes. I miss it so much. Waking up every morning and fixing myself a thermos. Drinking it on the way to school, the way it goes down your throat so warm and smooth. Damn! I really should have brought my coffee pot. I just completely thought you couldn't have one...Strange...coffee is a college students best friend. But I mean by now, the affect of caffeine...doesn't even touch me. It helps me to sleep actually. I'm actually pretty tired right now. But it just feels good to be awake and up right now. It's nice and cold outside, and I'm sitting in the back of this quaint little cafe...heh I used the word quaint. With my little laptop listening to my little music, curled up on a couch...just wish someone was here to enjoy it with me.
Look as hard as I tried to not get addicted to cigarettes I think I may be...I really don't know. But what I do know is that I could go for a black right about now. Cigarettes and coffee go so well together. But no, I think I'll try to hold off smoking for the remainder of the week, and see how that goes. I'll try, but it'll be hard because the cold weather makes it so comfortable to smoke. It just makes it feel all the better.
I hate how argumentative some people are. It really does get on my nerves when people are stubborn, and just have to convince or beat the opinion's out of other people. So in respect to me, could you please not! Please don't try to always shove your opinion down my throat. I don't want to talk about this in real life. I'm sure you know who you are. But yeah, I'd rather not discuss this in person, because I know that your booming voice will completely dominate that of my own meek and timid voice.