I finally have internet!
Yay, last week I got internet. It's funny because it only works when I've got homework.
Anyway, a lot has been going on with me in the past couple of months. Well, I liked a guy,
thought I had a really good chance, and told him.
Did things turn out in my favor?
Well...yes and no, I mean he said that it was all right, and that he was fine with it. I guess...
I suppose, it's weird to talk to him now though, I don't want to though, I don't want to talk to him,
I mean it'd be fine. It's just that now I don't like him anymore, I don't really see a point in talking to
him. Does that make me a bad person? I don't think so...
Today is Valentines Day. It's funny, just as I typed out that title, in these familiar settings. I can
recall typing another entry, I think it might be in this place. I'm going to refer back to this after I'm
through typing this. I remember feeling the exact same way I felt today, with the majority of my friends
being in a relationship, I just felt left out. You know the feeling, Where everyone around you is busy in
conversation with someone else. I kind of just sat there in the middle of the room, alone.
I don't have use of my contacts anymore, so I have to walk the halls wearing my glasses. It's
annoying, I hate wearing my glasses. It seems that I can only put up with them when I'm at home.
Lately I've been feeling really nostalgic, missing the days from when I was a freshman, sitting
in the benches where I always used to after I got my little meal from the band hall. Sitting there,
and trying to soak up any essence left behind from some of my favorite upper classmen. Now that
I'm a senior, it seems so long ago, but in my head I can still remember them so vividly, as if it were
just yesterday. I don't want to graduate anymore, high school is so easy, I can't imagine having to
leave here and all the people attached to it...Oh well....
today sucked.........................................................................................
P.S. Oh wait, no it didn't....I made a new friend, and soon I'll sew wings onto him and turn him into a little
cupid....sine I did get him on Valentine's Day.
Anyway, a lot has been going on with me in the past couple of months. Well, I liked a guy,
thought I had a really good chance, and told him.
Did things turn out in my favor?
Well...yes and no, I mean he said that it was all right, and that he was fine with it. I guess...
I suppose, it's weird to talk to him now though, I don't want to though, I don't want to talk to him,
I mean it'd be fine. It's just that now I don't like him anymore, I don't really see a point in talking to
him. Does that make me a bad person? I don't think so...
Today is Valentines Day. It's funny, just as I typed out that title, in these familiar settings. I can
recall typing another entry, I think it might be in this place. I'm going to refer back to this after I'm
through typing this. I remember feeling the exact same way I felt today, with the majority of my friends
being in a relationship, I just felt left out. You know the feeling, Where everyone around you is busy in
conversation with someone else. I kind of just sat there in the middle of the room, alone.
I don't have use of my contacts anymore, so I have to walk the halls wearing my glasses. It's
annoying, I hate wearing my glasses. It seems that I can only put up with them when I'm at home.
Lately I've been feeling really nostalgic, missing the days from when I was a freshman, sitting
in the benches where I always used to after I got my little meal from the band hall. Sitting there,
and trying to soak up any essence left behind from some of my favorite upper classmen. Now that
I'm a senior, it seems so long ago, but in my head I can still remember them so vividly, as if it were
just yesterday. I don't want to graduate anymore, high school is so easy, I can't imagine having to
leave here and all the people attached to it...Oh well....
today sucked.........................................................................................
P.S. Oh wait, no it didn't....I made a new friend, and soon I'll sew wings onto him and turn him into a little
cupid....sine I did get him on Valentine's Day.