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It's the last day of school. I feel the bags under my eyes, I feel completely and utterly wasted. I'm so tired. It's not worth it anymore. Putting effort into things only to get nothing out of it. Now the highlight of my day is coming home from school only to play my sad little video games and watch the lives of the rich, and angsty on The O.C. That is what I look foward to. As a matter of fact the only reason I'm at school is because I didn't waste all the film on my camera on the trip to Schlitterbahn so I thought it'd be a good idea to take pictures of my so-called friends (the majority of which didn't even come to school today.) Yesterday sucked I was at Schlitterbahn and within the first half hour I scraped my elbows on the floor of the Pool thing. The current was taking my tube and it was dragging my across the shallow floor. I let the tube go and then I was standing there fighting the current so I would just be able to stand up. The lifeguard threw me another tube it did the same thing. I finally got it right on the next tube. It scraped the skin clean off. My elbows were red and white. Then in the last two hours of the trip I wanted to get in line for a ride and my friends didn't. "No, I take a long time to dry off." "No we don't have that much time left." Needless to say I was upset so I just went to where everyone else was and dried off for two fucking hours. Now I'm a little bit burned, but only a tad bit. I mean I could feel the sun like grilling my skin ,but I'm not that burned...oh well.
I can't wait for today to be over. Then tomorrow I get to go to McAllen and go the movies maybe, but more importantly we're going to go window shopping for a car for me...HA!!! that'll be great. But right now I feel terrible. I hate all the occupants of these halls. I hate the teachers. I hate the staff. I hate everone and everything here. It's so boring here....