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Brand new shirts, Band's going into the studio this week, decisions running through my mind, celibacy until the girl i want more than anything makes up her mind about what she wants, man....life is confusing and tough...
Late night denny's has become the focal point of my existance....no matter where I am or what I'm doing at any point of any day...that's where I end up...being there is like being at an old family reunion where you know certain people hate each other and try to pretend they don't see the other there...it's like that...only on acid....
I got tickets for the HIM concert at the Avalon in November....psyched to go....I also preordered the new cd because i guess i'm just a fanatic like that...
there are moments in my life where I prefer masturbation to actual sex...I mean think about it....I've got no one to impress....and those girls in the porn that i watch....man, they know just what to say and do and just at the right time....it's amazing...they're like telepathic...
there's a ring on my left hand ring finger to which i never take off....there's another ring out there....hopefully on a young lady's finger as well...this girl I'm ready to spend the rest of my days with...and the only thing that I can think is that she couldn't care less...I hope i'm wrong....very wrong...
driving to college's to pick up friends is a pain in the ass...no matter where the college is...it's far away....I pick up Julianne from Salem State...there's 45 minutes....not that bad...but annoying...
now when I go to get kyle for concerts or whatever....that's at UCONN...that's two and a half hours away....two and a half down...and two and a half back...gah...that drive SUCKS....it's all highway both ways....it's like torture in it's finest form....
heard plans of a Christmas party this year....could be fun....could be a distaster....but most likely will be fun...i suppose you can count me in...unless my company isn't wanted...if that's the case...then pfft...
I need more eye-liner....better stuff too....yick...this stuff that i have now i'm only using because i ran out of the good stuff...so i have to like scrape it onto my eyelids....ow....hurty....
random long entries from me are probably not the most welcome thing at this time thanks to my last two entries...but trust me...those last two entries were not meant to offend anyone by any means...
except for cheryl...i don't really care what you think...
anyway, i'll try to update more often to at least look like i'm alive...
Late night denny's has become the focal point of my existance....no matter where I am or what I'm doing at any point of any day...that's where I end up...being there is like being at an old family reunion where you know certain people hate each other and try to pretend they don't see the other there...it's like that...only on acid....
I got tickets for the HIM concert at the Avalon in November....psyched to go....I also preordered the new cd because i guess i'm just a fanatic like that...
there are moments in my life where I prefer masturbation to actual sex...I mean think about it....I've got no one to impress....and those girls in the porn that i watch....man, they know just what to say and do and just at the right time....it's amazing...they're like telepathic...
there's a ring on my left hand ring finger to which i never take off....there's another ring out there....hopefully on a young lady's finger as well...this girl I'm ready to spend the rest of my days with...and the only thing that I can think is that she couldn't care less...I hope i'm wrong....very wrong...
driving to college's to pick up friends is a pain in the ass...no matter where the college is...it's far away....I pick up Julianne from Salem State...there's 45 minutes....not that bad...but annoying...
now when I go to get kyle for concerts or whatever....that's at UCONN...that's two and a half hours away....two and a half down...and two and a half back...gah...that drive SUCKS....it's all highway both ways....it's like torture in it's finest form....
heard plans of a Christmas party this year....could be fun....could be a distaster....but most likely will be fun...i suppose you can count me in...unless my company isn't wanted...if that's the case...then pfft...
I need more eye-liner....better stuff too....yick...this stuff that i have now i'm only using because i ran out of the good stuff...so i have to like scrape it onto my eyelids....ow....hurty....
random long entries from me are probably not the most welcome thing at this time thanks to my last two entries...but trust me...those last two entries were not meant to offend anyone by any means...
except for cheryl...i don't really care what you think...
anyway, i'll try to update more often to at least look like i'm alive...