We're gonna make it.
It's amazing how much we keep things bottled up inside; all our emotions and feelings towards people and situations.
More than ever, i've relapsed into holding things back from people. I don't even know what i'm getting at here. All i know is everyone has so many different problems that i've come to not share mine as much. I've come to the conclusion that although people probably would care, i want them to not have too or be forced too, y'know?
Talking to God has sure helped out. I sat outside today (while having an enormous headache, i might add...) and talked it out with Him. I talked about my fears, what I was feeling, and how I think He wants me to react. And I didn't have the heart to tell my mom that my headache came from some crying I did earlier. Sometimes lately, it's just been so tough. Jealousy and impatience is getting too me and I absolutely hate it with a passion. I'm trying so hard to keep my composure, but I'm on the verge of breaking, I can tell you that much.