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well, i'm feeling a little more mellow today. not as batshit anxious about everything. I'm actually pretty excited about the baby today,insted of just being nervous. i went thru lily's stuff and her room will be ready when shes back on the 9th for sure. i should get it done next week. we still gotta pick up the crib from rae. i still need a bouncy seat and a swing and we'll be actually set. oh yeah, and bottles. i'm waiting for nate to get up so we can work on our room so its ready. lily called last night and needs minutes on her phone cuz shes gonna be at adams girlfriends and apparently she didnt pay the bill on her cell OR home # ,so she'll have no access to a phone,which is bullshit. I started making a list of stuff i havent been happy with during her visit. theres NO WAY i'll agree to sent her ALL summer next year. first off, she dosent wanna be there at all, so all summer is excessive. second, she's spent 3 weeks with adams parents when that "visitation" has nothing to do with shit. HE'S supposed to be the one who has her and spends time with her ,which didnt happen. theres alot more, but whatever. the other day she asked to talk to nate and as soon as they started talking adams mom yelled "youre using all my minutes up!"-- ya know, i can understand they dont like him OBVIOUSLY they wouldnt, but they should be glad lily ;loves him and they get along so good, insted of me being with a prick who dosent like my kid (which would NEVER happen anyway, but alot of people don't put there kids 1st) shit ,even my aunt said lily likes nate more than she likes adam, and thats sad. i dont know. i'm glad we moved 5 hours away, adams side of the family would NEVER bother themselves with comming ere so she only has to deal with that side so often.