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what to do
do i just tell him I CANT FUCKING STAND BEING AWAY FROM YOU AND NEVER HEARING FROM YOU SCREW THIS I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
or wait?
grrrrr why am i the only one trying to keep this going? if you're all for marrying me and shit in a few years time then dammit try and make an effort, rather than me wasting my time writing emails to you you wont respond to, or 5 minute phone calls, which you normally dont really converse on its more like, im not awake, hi, love you bye. do you really mean it? "i love you" honestly...what the FUCK does it mean to you?!
honey..I love you, i really do...but please youre killing me by not saying a word in a month now...i just...fucking miss you like all hell.
bye
do i just tell him I CANT FUCKING STAND BEING AWAY FROM YOU AND NEVER HEARING FROM YOU SCREW THIS I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
or wait?
grrrrr why am i the only one trying to keep this going? if you're all for marrying me and shit in a few years time then dammit try and make an effort, rather than me wasting my time writing emails to you you wont respond to, or 5 minute phone calls, which you normally dont really converse on its more like, im not awake, hi, love you bye. do you really mean it? "i love you" honestly...what the FUCK does it mean to you?!
honey..I love you, i really do...but please youre killing me by not saying a word in a month now...i just...fucking miss you like all hell.
bye