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FUCK YOU
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
WHY COULDNT YOU JUST TELL ME!?
IM NOT AS STRONG AS YOU THINK I AM, ALWAYS SAYING LAST YEAR HOW FUCKING PROUD YOU WERE OF ME FOR BEING HAPPY AND DOING WELL!
I WASNT FUCKING DOING WELL! I WAS FUCKING DYING! SOMETHING I NEVER SHOWED TO YOU TO LET YOU MOVE ON! I WANTED YOU TO MOVE ON! I WANTED YOU TO LET ME KNOW HOW YOU WERE DOING I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS I THOUGHT WE WERE CLOSE! YOU COULDNT EVEN BRING YOURSELF TO TELL ME YOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND! I FOUND OUT THROUGH FUCKING MYSPACE! IT HURTS SO MUCH MORE THAT WAY!
her name is kim and i had an awful dream about a month ago where him and his girlfriend practically attacked me. he tried to hurt me in more ways than one and i woke up crying. her name was kim in my dream. her name is kim in real life. all i want to do is scream and yell and tear you to pieces but im being irrational
youve hurt me so much and i thought i could handle. i cant. im not coping. you think im stronger than this? Im not stronger! I need someone here right now and there is no one. this is why I hate holidays. nick and wes arent here when all i need is a really good hug. all i get is msn.
FUCK YOU I WILL SCREAM UNTIL MY WORDS RUN OUT I WILL HATE YOU UNTIL MY PASSION DIES AND I STILL LOVE YOU AND I HATE THAT MOST
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
WHY COULDNT YOU JUST TELL ME!?
IM NOT AS STRONG AS YOU THINK I AM, ALWAYS SAYING LAST YEAR HOW FUCKING PROUD YOU WERE OF ME FOR BEING HAPPY AND DOING WELL!
I WASNT FUCKING DOING WELL! I WAS FUCKING DYING! SOMETHING I NEVER SHOWED TO YOU TO LET YOU MOVE ON! I WANTED YOU TO MOVE ON! I WANTED YOU TO LET ME KNOW HOW YOU WERE DOING I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS I THOUGHT WE WERE CLOSE! YOU COULDNT EVEN BRING YOURSELF TO TELL ME YOU HAD A GIRLFRIEND! I FOUND OUT THROUGH FUCKING MYSPACE! IT HURTS SO MUCH MORE THAT WAY!
her name is kim and i had an awful dream about a month ago where him and his girlfriend practically attacked me. he tried to hurt me in more ways than one and i woke up crying. her name was kim in my dream. her name is kim in real life. all i want to do is scream and yell and tear you to pieces but im being irrational
youve hurt me so much and i thought i could handle. i cant. im not coping. you think im stronger than this? Im not stronger! I need someone here right now and there is no one. this is why I hate holidays. nick and wes arent here when all i need is a really good hug. all i get is msn.
FUCK YOU I WILL SCREAM UNTIL MY WORDS RUN OUT I WILL HATE YOU UNTIL MY PASSION DIES AND I STILL LOVE YOU AND I HATE THAT MOST