boy oh boy oh boy...

[orchid_dreamer]

sometimes....just sometimes...i wish things weren't complicated and i could just have all the answers and get everyting i wanted whenever i wanted....like boys....and schooool and everything else there is to want but can never just have you have to work for it!
im in a wierd mood today...i dont wanna pump myself up i want someone to cheer me up.
im not sad really just kinda tired and bummed.
i know i have a lot of work left to do but everyone else is winding down and finish up their classes.
but i still have a ton left to do.
i have stuff to do right up until the last day.
BLAHHHHHHHHH!
i just wanna chill tonight and crack the whip tomorrow night.
when i get home from work im just going to start working on everything.
i just need this year to be overrrr.
next year im going to be an RA and im not going to have to stress about money and im not going to have to worry about roommate issues and im not going to have to worry about so much school, hopefully.
i have three online courses and three real classes.
im looking forward to next year. its going to be lots of fun!
ill be staying out of trouble as well because im not going to be partying it up all the time like i do now.