its a new feeling...
and i dont like it one bit...i feel used. i feel really hurt and really ashamed for feeling like it would be different this time around. I feel like i made a huge mistake but i have no clue what it is or if i even did anything. im so confused, so upset and so hurt right now i dont know what to think. and this time it really hurts this time i cried, this time was soooo completely different that i cant even begin to think on how to start gettting over it...ouch. i need a hug :(