Oct 17, 2008 12:46
i feel like a different person--again. my boyfriend loves me unconditionally and i think that scares me sometimes. he's definitely not the most sane person i've ever met, but i'm definitely not either. socially, i have everything an introverted lady like myself could want--soulmate, the most ideal best friend, an alright family (not the the most important thing to me), and wonderful dogs and a cat. that's all i need, but i feel like i'm personally lacking. i'm not successful enough--i need to break this pattern of unaccomplishment asap. i love myself--more than i love just about anything, but i'm not making good use of me.
"just a place on the map, sounds like heaven to me."
-everclear, summerland