Saint Death's Very Public Confession.
Ok... Some of you may have read the comment on an earlier post of mine.
If not, I apologise but I hastily deleted, now I wish I hadn't so that others can read it too.
Because this was the jist of it...
I'm an asshole.
And its true, but here is my confession, and my response to that person.
I have been with my girlfreind for six months. I will admit, it is not the rosiest relationship... But it has survived.
For a long part of said relationship I harboured the idea of cheating on my girlfriend with another woman, the one mentioned in previous post (Me basically telling her she is a whore and to fuck off) Go figure.
Why would I say this? Because things are turning around, because I don't want to be attached to people who make me feel bad about the thoughts I have had and still continue to do so.
Watching me but on MSN but not signing in? Why is this? you not want to discuss this with me face to face? you'd rather try and put me down infront of those who read this instead? Fine, you can say what you like and I won't delete anymore.
So, why would I want to cheat on my girl? Well, thats long and interesting, and not for discussion, my personal problems are just that... I thought I had someone to confide in with these problems, I was wrong.
If anyone read that comment and wishes to comment, feel free.
If YOU want to try and damn me even more. I'll be on MSN, do it to my fucking face.
I'm not afraid, and I'm not ashamed.
Or, you can do as I asked. Fuck off and get on with your life.
Sorry I didn't want to be one of your manbitches, one of the many you must have around the country because your not happy with your husband and child. At least I can reconcile my problems with my partner.
And so you know, your not missed... I've liked not having to talk to you and play your stupid games.
If not, I apologise but I hastily deleted, now I wish I hadn't so that others can read it too.
Because this was the jist of it...
I'm an asshole.
And its true, but here is my confession, and my response to that person.
I have been with my girlfreind for six months. I will admit, it is not the rosiest relationship... But it has survived.
For a long part of said relationship I harboured the idea of cheating on my girlfriend with another woman, the one mentioned in previous post (Me basically telling her she is a whore and to fuck off) Go figure.
Why would I say this? Because things are turning around, because I don't want to be attached to people who make me feel bad about the thoughts I have had and still continue to do so.
Watching me but on MSN but not signing in? Why is this? you not want to discuss this with me face to face? you'd rather try and put me down infront of those who read this instead? Fine, you can say what you like and I won't delete anymore.
So, why would I want to cheat on my girl? Well, thats long and interesting, and not for discussion, my personal problems are just that... I thought I had someone to confide in with these problems, I was wrong.
If anyone read that comment and wishes to comment, feel free.
If YOU want to try and damn me even more. I'll be on MSN, do it to my fucking face.
I'm not afraid, and I'm not ashamed.
Or, you can do as I asked. Fuck off and get on with your life.
Sorry I didn't want to be one of your manbitches, one of the many you must have around the country because your not happy with your husband and child. At least I can reconcile my problems with my partner.
And so you know, your not missed... I've liked not having to talk to you and play your stupid games.