oh lj

Jul 30, 2008 15:13

wow...i havent even thought about gettin on livejournal in ages! when i logged on it said my last post was 59 weeks ago ha.
so lets go back in time a little....
senior year was a good one. didnt rly do much in my classes except for dual enrollment. Grad Bash was hella fun minus there being like 30,000 ppl there...it was a bit crowded to say the least.
Ive had a whole 3 days of summer between graduation and when i started my internship at the space center. And after my internship end ill only have a week and a half before i have to move to tampa.
I absolutely hate this effing internship. Its the BIGGEST waste of my life and even tho im getting paid its not even worth it. I bascially sit in front of a computer for 8 1/2 of the day and do nothing. Occasionally theyll give some busy work to do or i get to go to a meeting. Thats been my life the past 8 1/2 weeks. Its completely killed my summer.
This morning i told my mom that i really dont want to move away to usf next month. why go to tampa when i can take the same exact classes at bcc for like the first year and a half. of course she didnt rly care and told me that if i still wanted to drop out at the end of the semester i could, but how much of a waste would that be? Id rather stop now while im ahead since my classes, books, and dorm havent been paid yet. And even tho she said that i know that if i do want to come back in december she prolly wont let me :(
So as of now my life pretty much sucks....i havent had any summer an as a result i see my friends maybe twice a week if im lucky, i wanna shoot myself everyday when i have to get up to come to this hell hole, and im being forced to move to tampa against my will in less than a month.
So there u have it...theres my yearly update!
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