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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now if only I was actually allowed to scream...
I hate frustration... It pisses me off...
And confusion... That's just as bad...
DAMMIT!
I'm gonna freakin' break something if I don't relax soon...
Now, this has nothing to do with why I'm angry, this is a completely unrelated rant, but why the hell does Erik insist on rooming with me on the trip this weekend?!
Being in that close proximity to another guy, it doesn't matter who they are, literally makes me nauseous. There are two kinds of people I CANNOT be within two feet of, and they are people I don't like, and other men. Erik is my friend, and I have no problem with him, but I CAN'T share a space that small with him... And it's making me feel kinda sick just thinking about it...
I have no problem whatsoever being that close to girls, and I don't mean that in any sort of perverted way, there's just something about women that makes me feel alright being around them... Except of course, for girls I dislike or ones that remind me too much of men... Yuck...
Unfortunately, society won't let me share my tent with a girl... Even though the two people reading this know that I would never ever do anything pervey in that situation... No joke...
All of this sucks so much...
I wish I could just stop thinking...
Well I guess that's it... I have no more energy left to yell about how pissed I am...
I give up...
See y'all on Monday...
Dicey
Now if only I was actually allowed to scream...
I hate frustration... It pisses me off...
And confusion... That's just as bad...
DAMMIT!
I'm gonna freakin' break something if I don't relax soon...
Now, this has nothing to do with why I'm angry, this is a completely unrelated rant, but why the hell does Erik insist on rooming with me on the trip this weekend?!
Being in that close proximity to another guy, it doesn't matter who they are, literally makes me nauseous. There are two kinds of people I CANNOT be within two feet of, and they are people I don't like, and other men. Erik is my friend, and I have no problem with him, but I CAN'T share a space that small with him... And it's making me feel kinda sick just thinking about it...
I have no problem whatsoever being that close to girls, and I don't mean that in any sort of perverted way, there's just something about women that makes me feel alright being around them... Except of course, for girls I dislike or ones that remind me too much of men... Yuck...
Unfortunately, society won't let me share my tent with a girl... Even though the two people reading this know that I would never ever do anything pervey in that situation... No joke...
All of this sucks so much...
I wish I could just stop thinking...
Well I guess that's it... I have no more energy left to yell about how pissed I am...
I give up...
See y'all on Monday...
Dicey