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I'm horribly bad at writing in this thing these days... and generally bad at signing in to read all about you... I'm sorry.
I feel... well, weird. just generally weird. I don't exactly know the source of the weirdness, but I feel very much different than, say, a year ago.
I'm still grappling with my job/career, and mourning some poor choices I have made. All tied up in this grappling are things like should I buy a condo? Should I move to another city? should I stay with the state? What do I want to do with my life?
My trip to California for the writing class is less than a month away, and I am greedily reading Steinbeck alternated with Big Sur travel guides. I want to have an awakening of sorts on this trip. I feel as though I've been nurturing an egg and it's ready to hatch... but I just don't know what's inside, don't know what to expect.
I'm thinking of getting a dog. My friend's cousin has a rescue terrier she's been fostering and they're trying to find a home for it. It's little, 15 lbs. Stella. I've not met her yet. Honestly I'm nervous. I will probably try too hard, and the poor thing won't like me, and I'll leave shamed because I can't get a dog to like me. ;)
I feel... well, weird. just generally weird. I don't exactly know the source of the weirdness, but I feel very much different than, say, a year ago.
I'm still grappling with my job/career, and mourning some poor choices I have made. All tied up in this grappling are things like should I buy a condo? Should I move to another city? should I stay with the state? What do I want to do with my life?
My trip to California for the writing class is less than a month away, and I am greedily reading Steinbeck alternated with Big Sur travel guides. I want to have an awakening of sorts on this trip. I feel as though I've been nurturing an egg and it's ready to hatch... but I just don't know what's inside, don't know what to expect.
I'm thinking of getting a dog. My friend's cousin has a rescue terrier she's been fostering and they're trying to find a home for it. It's little, 15 lbs. Stella. I've not met her yet. Honestly I'm nervous. I will probably try too hard, and the poor thing won't like me, and I'll leave shamed because I can't get a dog to like me. ;)