making lemonade
Went out last night to the play, Exit the King at school; acting was great, scene/stage was great- interpretation of the play was crap: the director's was polishing his ego and made it way too dark: it was written to be comical as well as thoughtful. ;p ..afterwards i went to Denny's w/ Michaela and we /3itched about men, relationship, and affirmative action. good stuff.
Today I did research for class and on transferring then later on i kidnapped Micha and we went out to Yotsuba for an early dinner (zoh gut!) then went to Wizzywigg and looked at new anime and said hi to Greg. It was fun having a bit of a girly day. :)
Now my plan is to go to UofM instead of transferring to EMU. It will take me a bit longer, but in the long run, why not?! I know i have a head for business, also on an ethical standpoint -which i feel is lacking in the business world and from a lot of the people that UofM pumps out, i think i've a lot to offer in the field. I know i can put in the work to go there, so i'm good with it. Also, after chatting with the parents about these plans, insurance and other expenses, getting a job (while catching up with the few prereqs. that are holding me back a bit) and staying/living at home for the next year/till next spring so i can save up for future rent/down-payments and such will be best in the long run. ..it feels good just to have a plan, and know.. even if a bit behind- i'll be more ahead than i would have been otherwise in the end.. and it will pay off.
..as far as other things go. i've been in-between a break-up with a friend and her (now) ex-fiancé; who is trying to pull me in on his side in the situation and use my concern for his well-being against her and my friendship with her. And she's not talked to me in a couple days b/c i think she knows i don't want to get dragged into it. oy..I hate drama.. and miscommunication, and lack of communication and honesty. I wish i could make things better for people- but they need to make things easier on themselves too (and not be *ucking liars!).. otherwise it makes it worse for everyone.
so i left him an i.m. message:
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Sat Apr 09 23:58:39 2005
OrbtalRose: [his name],.. you over react, assume, and are going through a lot right now.. i don't want what i say to be used (especially exaggerated) as fuel for any fire you may throw. ...when you talk with me, you drag me into way too many assumptions of yours, and i don't wish to be apart of it anymore. I would like to help you and help you see what's important for your life and how to make things better for you and everyone.. but with the way things are right now... i don't wish to be friends with you. -Don't talk/call me for awhile please.
*** Auto-response from [-]: Pills. Pills will make the world more bearable, so I'm off to see the shrink.
Session Close ([-]): Sun Apr 10 00:08:10 2005
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That boy needs lots of pills -esp. one called reality.
Blah blah blah...!!.. back to school-work. :p :)
Today I did research for class and on transferring then later on i kidnapped Micha and we went out to Yotsuba for an early dinner (zoh gut!) then went to Wizzywigg and looked at new anime and said hi to Greg. It was fun having a bit of a girly day. :)
Now my plan is to go to UofM instead of transferring to EMU. It will take me a bit longer, but in the long run, why not?! I know i have a head for business, also on an ethical standpoint -which i feel is lacking in the business world and from a lot of the people that UofM pumps out, i think i've a lot to offer in the field. I know i can put in the work to go there, so i'm good with it. Also, after chatting with the parents about these plans, insurance and other expenses, getting a job (while catching up with the few prereqs. that are holding me back a bit) and staying/living at home for the next year/till next spring so i can save up for future rent/down-payments and such will be best in the long run. ..it feels good just to have a plan, and know.. even if a bit behind- i'll be more ahead than i would have been otherwise in the end.. and it will pay off.
..as far as other things go. i've been in-between a break-up with a friend and her (now) ex-fiancé; who is trying to pull me in on his side in the situation and use my concern for his well-being against her and my friendship with her. And she's not talked to me in a couple days b/c i think she knows i don't want to get dragged into it. oy..I hate drama.. and miscommunication, and lack of communication and honesty. I wish i could make things better for people- but they need to make things easier on themselves too (and not be *ucking liars!).. otherwise it makes it worse for everyone.
so i left him an i.m. message:
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Sat Apr 09 23:58:39 2005
OrbtalRose: [his name],.. you over react, assume, and are going through a lot right now.. i don't want what i say to be used (especially exaggerated) as fuel for any fire you may throw. ...when you talk with me, you drag me into way too many assumptions of yours, and i don't wish to be apart of it anymore. I would like to help you and help you see what's important for your life and how to make things better for you and everyone.. but with the way things are right now... i don't wish to be friends with you. -Don't talk/call me for awhile please.
*** Auto-response from [-]: Pills. Pills will make the world more bearable, so I'm off to see the shrink.
Session Close ([-]): Sun Apr 10 00:08:10 2005
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That boy needs lots of pills -esp. one called reality.
Blah blah blah...!!.. back to school-work. :p :)