It must be a time for powerful dreams...
Last night I had one of the worst dreams I have ever had in a very long time. I dreampt I woke up to the sound of dripping water and when I jumped out of bed the floor was wet and the outside corner of my room was totally soggy from the ceiling down. I just stood there kind of hopeless, staring at the stain and the water, and then I realized my room was a total mess and I needed to clean it up before I called a repairman... but I couldn't clean because I had house guests and I didn't want them to know I was a slob. So instead of fixing the roof that was letting water disolve the drywall in my house, I manicly entertained my dad and step mom and tried to push them out the door. Of course they wouldn't leave and I just kept giving them food and drink and smiling and when they were distracted working on the mess. I woke up crying. Its been 15 years since I did that.
Plus I think I pretty much know what all this means and am really upset by it. Now the question is how to let go of it.
Plus I think I pretty much know what all this means and am really upset by it. Now the question is how to let go of it.