i like the pibb
i hate trying to sleep on an unsettled mind. frustration....
i got suckered in to watching knights of the bronx on a&e. i have to admit i enjoyed watching it and surprisingly didnt mind ted danson. movies about shit like that piss me off though and just brings me back to that whole im a fuck up schmeal. shit pisses a nigga off. shit depresses a nigga and then gets pissed off all over again. im not a complete fuck up.. just threw some road blocks in my path... and well not exactly on the path i would like to be. i just hate how it doesnt seem to be a unanimous happiness. in some aspects i couldnt ask for anything more and in other.. i dont want anything to do with it. "im good at life" yeah im guess im alright at spinning the wheel. we shall see how good i really am though, time will tell that. yeah i can usually play the hand im dealt well.. have a great poker face but sometimes that isnt enough. every millions years i cant bluff so well see.
san diego.. i dont know. its expensive out there. when youre dead serious though we'll talk. i dont really care much where we go, not like anything here is holding me ya know. my family will have to learn to survive without me around sooner or later. remind me not to give them my phone number. technically speaking any city in the country is possible...
i got suckered in to watching knights of the bronx on a&e. i have to admit i enjoyed watching it and surprisingly didnt mind ted danson. movies about shit like that piss me off though and just brings me back to that whole im a fuck up schmeal. shit pisses a nigga off. shit depresses a nigga and then gets pissed off all over again. im not a complete fuck up.. just threw some road blocks in my path... and well not exactly on the path i would like to be. i just hate how it doesnt seem to be a unanimous happiness. in some aspects i couldnt ask for anything more and in other.. i dont want anything to do with it. "im good at life" yeah im guess im alright at spinning the wheel. we shall see how good i really am though, time will tell that. yeah i can usually play the hand im dealt well.. have a great poker face but sometimes that isnt enough. every millions years i cant bluff so well see.
san diego.. i dont know. its expensive out there. when youre dead serious though we'll talk. i dont really care much where we go, not like anything here is holding me ya know. my family will have to learn to survive without me around sooner or later. remind me not to give them my phone number. technically speaking any city in the country is possible...