May 26, 2005 02:35
Being the very bright person that I am, I had an energy drink at work four and a half hours ago. NOT TOO SMART!!
I couldn't lay in bed anymore. My mind is reeling. Laying in bed in the dark makes me feel like I'm going mad when my thoughts are like this. My eyes are all red and puffy because they itch and I've been rubbing them. Again, not the smartest thing to do.
I left the dog outside for almost an hour today without realising it. Oh man did I think I was going to lose it. I ran out the back door to see if he was still there, and he was just chillin. He was laying in the sun, chewing on his rope. I don't know what I would have done had he left the yard. An hour is a long time. But it's okay. No worries now. He's okay.
So I'm a chicken. There's something I've been trying to do but haven't managed to do it quite yet. And I'm pretty sure fear is what keeps me from doing it. Even though I know I have nothing to be afraid of. Funny how that happens, huh?
Probably I should go back to bed and see if I can find sleep. That would be fabulous. Toodles all.