Sorry? What the Hell?

Apr 22, 2007 22:27


I can't believe that my last month of IB is going to deeper in hell just because some guy decides to be a jerk and post "I'm sorry" as his screen name. I can't believe that he would do that even though he knows that I'm taking my exams next week. I can't believe how much I can be affected by him. STUPID. STUPID. IDIOT BOY.

I can't even stop myself from thinking about what he means by that. Why am I acting this way? This is stupid. Just because we had a nice conversation on the phone last week... WHY THE HELL WOULD HE CHANGE HIS SCREEN NAME INTO "I'M SORRY"? Is he trying to tell me something or is he trying to speak to someone else? Why would he be trying to tell someone else when he knows that I'd prolly be one of the first to notice his new screen name? Why can't I stop obsessing over his screen name?!

He also deleted the comment about "waiting for summer". So does this mean that he no longer looks forward to the summer? Why won't he tell me that on the phone then? If he chose not to tell, why change his profile where I could see?! I swear, if I can see him right now I would punch him in the face and demand an explanation... he'd better have a good one, too.

I need to smack myself for caring so much about an online profile.

grade 12, love

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