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[oranggrenade]

Anniversary

measure this year in
smiles
barefoot
whiskey
hotel bars
digital images
set
Erase
Cancel
Erase
white lies
white lines spread across every twinge
dull pain
and don't deny it
I am beautiful
and you are a beast
No darling
WE are beasts
with our swimming eyes
thrashing heads
mouths spewing
maniacal laughter
twisted and tired
in the low lit
back room places
I wanted to slit your throat
I wanted to hold you
and I'm not sure whose heart was breaking
but
Every time we cross this old river
I know this aint love baby