Home sick...
it's getting cooler...
usually this is the time of the year lesean and i fight and split up for a week..
but this year we're engaged and doing great.
i don't miss shreveport
i just miss my family and friends and the familiarity of all these feelings...
i always thought when i was planning for my wedding i'd be surrounded with my friends and my mom
telling me do this, no do that, and great ideas, and just surrounding me with bursts of excitement
and i'm not...
the night before last is when tracy started helping get some ideas in m head
and that's the first time in a month
it was so nice...
i just thought it would be with jodi and cristy and my MOM
i miss my mom being involved in this..
it just sucks..
not what i had visioned in my head at all...
which is fine... it's not what i expected, big suprise
i did move half way across the country
maybe when things get closer
and when i get to go visit
.. bah.
just bummed right now
AND the temp is changing, it's getting cooler...
i just think about when it use to change at the old house..
it's nice having lesean here though
knowing he's here to stay..
my best friend to brighten my day
usually this is the time of the year lesean and i fight and split up for a week..
but this year we're engaged and doing great.
i don't miss shreveport
i just miss my family and friends and the familiarity of all these feelings...
i always thought when i was planning for my wedding i'd be surrounded with my friends and my mom
telling me do this, no do that, and great ideas, and just surrounding me with bursts of excitement
and i'm not...
the night before last is when tracy started helping get some ideas in m head
and that's the first time in a month
it was so nice...
i just thought it would be with jodi and cristy and my MOM
i miss my mom being involved in this..
it just sucks..
not what i had visioned in my head at all...
which is fine... it's not what i expected, big suprise
i did move half way across the country
maybe when things get closer
and when i get to go visit
.. bah.
just bummed right now
AND the temp is changing, it's getting cooler...
i just think about when it use to change at the old house..
it's nice having lesean here though
knowing he's here to stay..
my best friend to brighten my day