Feb 10, 2008 20:32
how come people who have it ALL in their hands...
and nothing but greatness to look forward to
fuck it up and throw it away on something meaningless?
and how come things that are not set in stone, and complicated most of the time (here lately anyways)
we fight so hard to keep it together?
it's almost like when things are easy, they're easier to give up.
or maybe it was simply... not meant to be.
who knows..
i feel sorry for him, and strangely, i feel sorry for her?
but i am happy, and he is happy, and things actually have not been this..
GREAT! and relaxed in a very, very long time.
late night donuts and shot gunning beers with 6am trips to the reservoir while being
completely delirious ... fantastic :)