my rain on a sunshine day
.:[[ I Like the Rain]]:.
something unexpected happened
something i didn't think would happen until a couple of years down the road
but I knew it would somehow
im working right now so I know as soon as I start doing this
Im going to get that one call all day long..
So I'll try to be brief
i was thinking about him, slapping my hand from calling him
and slapping my fingers from writting him a message
and during that same small amount of time
he calls
that week that he felt depressed and sad and eventually wrote me
i'd been feeling the same way .. and I almost did
but i resisted
he talks about things that he did
and i did the same exact thing but with different ppl
or thought the same thoughts
or about the same things
they say when two people become really close their thoughts interexchange on another level with eachother
but I hadn't seen him for almost 2 months
seen him, talked to him.. or even heard about him.
so howcome this?
and that night.. he told me.. he still loved me and what he wanted
i been wanting that.. and nothing more.. and that's why I could only reply
and I couldn't hardly tell him what I felt or thought
because he'd already taken the words out of my mouth
we've both grown alot since we were together
and we still have so much life to live in us
i can feel it.. burning in both of us..
ourselves wanting to bust out from this place and Thrive and become this bright person
we have sooooo much to offer
more than this city at the moment is willing to let us reach
and it's bitter sweet to know Im leaving
and then he's leaving
all though not together, but making lifes of our own
but somehow.. i know, i feel.. i believe we will end up together
after we've done want we set out for
and our lives can become side by side
but most people believe that your lifes become as one
I don't want that.
I still would want my own life..
and I know he wants his.
but to tell you the truth.. something about me wouldn't mind seeing him
and him holding me..
watching movies.. being goofy
traveling..
afterall.. he's still one of the most important people in my life
after all that bullshit.. and stupid drama..
it doesn't matter anymore.
because I understand.. and he does too.
not the filth or lust.. highschool feelings.. or what you might THINK..
but..
what Love actually is
and I feel that, deep inside me, everytime I speak, see him.. or even when he's not there and I don't know when I'll see him again.
and my motto.. "don't ever let Life pass you by" will always be with me
but some how.. i know everything's going to be Great.. and this will be a Great Life.
something unexpected happened
something i didn't think would happen until a couple of years down the road
but I knew it would somehow
im working right now so I know as soon as I start doing this
Im going to get that one call all day long..
So I'll try to be brief
i was thinking about him, slapping my hand from calling him
and slapping my fingers from writting him a message
and during that same small amount of time
he calls
that week that he felt depressed and sad and eventually wrote me
i'd been feeling the same way .. and I almost did
but i resisted
he talks about things that he did
and i did the same exact thing but with different ppl
or thought the same thoughts
or about the same things
they say when two people become really close their thoughts interexchange on another level with eachother
but I hadn't seen him for almost 2 months
seen him, talked to him.. or even heard about him.
so howcome this?
and that night.. he told me.. he still loved me and what he wanted
i been wanting that.. and nothing more.. and that's why I could only reply
and I couldn't hardly tell him what I felt or thought
because he'd already taken the words out of my mouth
we've both grown alot since we were together
and we still have so much life to live in us
i can feel it.. burning in both of us..
ourselves wanting to bust out from this place and Thrive and become this bright person
we have sooooo much to offer
more than this city at the moment is willing to let us reach
and it's bitter sweet to know Im leaving
and then he's leaving
all though not together, but making lifes of our own
but somehow.. i know, i feel.. i believe we will end up together
after we've done want we set out for
and our lives can become side by side
but most people believe that your lifes become as one
I don't want that.
I still would want my own life..
and I know he wants his.
but to tell you the truth.. something about me wouldn't mind seeing him
and him holding me..
watching movies.. being goofy
traveling..
afterall.. he's still one of the most important people in my life
after all that bullshit.. and stupid drama..
it doesn't matter anymore.
because I understand.. and he does too.
not the filth or lust.. highschool feelings.. or what you might THINK..
but..
what Love actually is
and I feel that, deep inside me, everytime I speak, see him.. or even when he's not there and I don't know when I'll see him again.
and my motto.. "don't ever let Life pass you by" will always be with me
but some how.. i know everything's going to be Great.. and this will be a Great Life.