I turned 21...

[orangez14]

and I have to say the part I remember was good.

and that I'm never driking- ever- again is bc the part I don't.

I feel like trash right now.
The whole night I kept telling myself to drink slow.

But apparently I went outside with LeSean and Angie
and Angie got some guy to give a shot..
and thats near to the last thing I remember..

I kissed her.. I just wanted to do it once bc I thought LeSean might like it
but she grabbed my face and started kissing me some more..

ugh.

and the night ended up literally like hell.
I put LeSean and my room mates through hell.

I turned into someone I'm not and thats when it starts with a major problem.

so... I'm not drinking again.