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Sigh...Everything seems so strange lately. I don't know if it's me or if its everything else. All I can truly say is that it sucks major ass. My senior year began pretty good and I even came to believe it would be worthwhile, but as of lately it hasn't been all that exciting. I don't even know how to explain it, like, it just sucks. I feel so depressed and confused about everything. I hate myself for caring so much about things; I wish I could be like everyone else and just not give a damn, but I can't do it. I can't even ACT like I don't care. Ahhhhhhh! Why do humans exist!?!
On another separate, but similar note, my 18th birthday is coming up. Although I was initially excited about turning 18, my spirits have been slowly dissipating. With the exception of the "party" during lunch on friday, there isn't much to look forward to on my birthday- it'll just be a regular day featuring Yesenia cleaning her bedroom and a slice of cake at the end of the day. WOOPEEDOO! I'm even like kinda blah about the lunch "party" because I think Manny and I will be the only people singing Happy Birthday to each other. Maybe I'm just tired.....or
maybe not.....
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On another separate, but similar note, my 18th birthday is coming up. Although I was initially excited about turning 18, my spirits have been slowly dissipating. With the exception of the "party" during lunch on friday, there isn't much to look forward to on my birthday- it'll just be a regular day featuring Yesenia cleaning her bedroom and a slice of cake at the end of the day. WOOPEEDOO! I'm even like kinda blah about the lunch "party" because I think Manny and I will be the only people singing Happy Birthday to each other. Maybe I'm just tired.....or
maybe not.....
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