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argh! how nice of my dad to get me a computer. ya the fuk right! hes giving it to my sis! holy shit! she always gets everything! they think that i dont know and dont care even though they were talking about it when i was in the other room with the door open. im not stupid. everything they ever given me has been taken away. my room isnt even mine they put their shit in it and think i like it. i cant say no cause they'll get pissed. but if that wat it takes so be it.everything in it is not me except the orange but i cant get anything other than the color of oragne,blue or green., cause it wont match the room.bullshit i dont fuking give a shit. my mom always goes into my room and moves everything. she puts it everywher i dont want it. i think i have a ocd cause i want everything clean and untouched by anyone but me i get soooo mad if neone touches anything i always wash my hands im crazy!lol. but my mom still insists of touching everything. argh one day i came home and she cleaned my room i didnt mind that she switched the beds but she put everything in spots that i hate so i cried and was hysteric. i took a shower and was screamingi in the shower. she heard me and got mad and took a walk. she got mad at me! she doesn't understand!argh.i know she meant well and i love her to death but she doesnt understand!whatever im not mad but just irritated