Feb 08, 2007 01:49
i am very strict about certain things.
there are things i cannot say, songs i cannot hear, foods i will not eat, sounds i will not tolerate.
and for some reason it is this grouping of things that holds me in place and makes me who i am. at times i tempt myself with the idea of going towards what i usually shy away from completely.
but it is my sense, my heart and my brain most of all that say- no. you do not need to 'face' anything down because you are who you are and fuck people who say denial and fear are lame. denial and fear are real and make us all people.
i will not listen to this song. i will not eat this food. i will not look this way.
and you cannot make me.
i myself cant even do that.
im busy as hell with a smile on my pretty little face.
xo