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classes have started
shows have commenced.
im content with myself and within the relationships i have with those around me-- for the most part.
i just wish i were closer to those that i really want to be nearby.
the best part of bring an upperclassmen is saying 'fuck you' in your mind to everything you could care less about.
because now you have the knowledge, confidence, and smarts to live how you want.
stay close to those you love and far away from those you dont.
i have no friday classes which means im free to live to the fullest every thursday.
even when the snow falls. hard.
its weird to see people break up and get back together and mesh and fall apart knowing that im not a part of any of that anymore.
bitterness, but happiness is how i feel most of the time. which as of now, is just fine for me.
i know how to drink, when to drink and what to drink to be who i am.
and thats what i love about me.
so after too much Notting Hill, just enough sleep, and an ever lacking bank account. i bid you adios for the next week or so.
take care and stay well.
i really wish i had a dog.
or two dogs.
or a panda bear. a real one.