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[orangeweezel]

its dead

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[orangeweezel]

and you don't care I guess

[orangeweezel]

hi

[orangeweezel]

do you not want to talk to me

[orangeweezel]

what do you want to talk about

[orangeweezel]

your non-answer pretty much gave me the answer.

talk to you tomorrow.

[orangeweezel]

i dont know what's happening. i have nothing i want to talk about but if you do then we can talk. im really depressed, really tired, and trying mostly unsuccessfully to read my confusing book.

[orangeweezel]

I wanted to talk to you because I love you and miss you. I can see you don't want to talk to me. i'll see you later

[orangeweezel]

and now I feel hurt

[orangeweezel]

what did i do wrong now??????

[orangeweezel]

stop freaking out please.

I was reaching out to you because I wanted to talk to you and your reply was "I have nothing I want to talk about." its just a little hurtful. its ok if you don't want to talk to me, but it still hurts that you don't. i'm lonely and I miss you. don't worry about it. i'll be fine on my own. I just didn't think i'd need to be yet.

[orangeweezel]

im just really sad. if i had beer i wouldve had 2 by now. my depression has been creeping back recently and this is the worst it's been in a very long time. i dont know what to do with myself. you keep saying things like, nevermind, bye. and i dont know what to do with that. i dont not wanna talk to you. i just dont have anything i want to talk about.

everything is hard for me right now. im scared things are gonna get worse and i cant do anything to make it better. i feel so powerless and alone too. i do love you and im sorry youre lonely. i dont want that for you. i dont know what to do

[orangeweezel]

im too sad to talk right now. either way. im gonna go to bed right now. i need the day to stop. im sorry i cant be supporting you right now or talking to you. maybe ill feel better tomorrow.... i love you.

i hope youll come up when you get home. even to say hi if you arent gonna stay.... im sorry im such a terrible person.

i hate myself

i hope youll be ok mitch. i love you .

night

[orangeweezel]

you should do something else. like talk to someone

[orangeweezel]

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