Am I Shallow??

Dec 05, 2005 16:25

i dont know how u can go off and tell me what i feel or think.  u dont know that i dont care about your feelings. if i didnt care about ur feelings why the hell would i be trying so hard to make this better? why would  i try to be ur friend if i didnt care? there is honestly no reason for this. i dont know why ur blaming ur insecurities on me, its not my fault that u got insecure because i had things to do for a day and couldnt talk to u,but i honestly dont think thats any reason to go and not be friends with someone. and who the hell do u think u are?! u think u know me after 2 months?!? I AM NOT SHALLOW. and if u honestly think i am, u dont know me at all. dont u DARE tell me that. i am one of the most un-shallow people i know,... i just want someone to make  me happy. and i never said u wouldnt, but u decide u wanna tell me u have feelings for me when u KNOW im in a relationship  and just think im  gonna drop everything, just like that? u didnt even think about MY feelings throughout this! it was always about YOU!... i didnt know what to do... what was i supposed to do? you caught me off guard and just expect me to take everything u say as the truth and just feel  the same way u do?... things take time, and i really dont appreciate you trying to blame this on me,when actually its just u being impatient and juvenile. and u say I'M shallow, but u barely even know me...u cant tell me that most of the reason u like me isn't because u think im pretty or something. u honestly have no idea how much this hurts me, that u think im shallow and i dont care about your feelings just because you didnt get what you wanted WHEN u wanted it. im sorry, i truly am. u can believe me or not, but its the truth, and i honestly want to be your friend, but this honestly Bull Shit   .....i miss talking to u, pleeease dont be like this. PLEASE.
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