quietness
when the truth comes out, it feels refreshing. It's like there's a load off my shoulders, even if I had a rough time taking it off. I seriously don't know what the big deal is, and I never really intended to hurt anyone (if I did). I just wanted to confirm something, and out it popped like a huge-ass, puss-ridden boil waiting to burst... so it did.
Did anything change? no, not for the past year. I've been on my own doing my thing, other people are doing their thing... life goes on.
People change, and that means people won't get along just as you're used to. Influence is a big factor, and a lot of people can be so easily swayed by strong personalities that they don't even know themselves anymore, much less the people around them.
People can also be paranoid. I admit to this sometimes, although I try to cancel this out by not caring. Seriously, I don't care about a lot of things, but that's just because I hate getting hurt. But man, not all my posts are about a specific person, group or whatever! it's not like I have just one group of friends. That's just abnormal. Plus, just because you can relate to something posted so much doesn't mean it's about you!
But rants aside, I'm freer now. I can like whatever I like without having to like something else just because some "member" already liked it first, or assigned it to him/herself like an elementary school kid ("you're yellow-ranger because she's already pink"). Seriously...
I also like feeling grounded to where I'm supposed to be, not feel awkward because nobody's being talked about rudely or laughed at (in a bad way) behind their backs, and we can eat wherever the hell we'd like, if it's in someone's house, on the floor, a posh restaurant, a carenderia, isaw stand, or Jollibee just to be together. I like having to wear jeans and a shirt, and I don't feel like I have to impress anyone even if everyone's made up of all boys. Make-up is optional. It's like how it was before, and I still absolutely love it. :)
Did anything change? no, not for the past year. I've been on my own doing my thing, other people are doing their thing... life goes on.
People change, and that means people won't get along just as you're used to. Influence is a big factor, and a lot of people can be so easily swayed by strong personalities that they don't even know themselves anymore, much less the people around them.
People can also be paranoid. I admit to this sometimes, although I try to cancel this out by not caring. Seriously, I don't care about a lot of things, but that's just because I hate getting hurt. But man, not all my posts are about a specific person, group or whatever! it's not like I have just one group of friends. That's just abnormal. Plus, just because you can relate to something posted so much doesn't mean it's about you!
But rants aside, I'm freer now. I can like whatever I like without having to like something else just because some "member" already liked it first, or assigned it to him/herself like an elementary school kid ("you're yellow-ranger because she's already pink"). Seriously...
I also like feeling grounded to where I'm supposed to be, not feel awkward because nobody's being talked about rudely or laughed at (in a bad way) behind their backs, and we can eat wherever the hell we'd like, if it's in someone's house, on the floor, a posh restaurant, a carenderia, isaw stand, or Jollibee just to be together. I like having to wear jeans and a shirt, and I don't feel like I have to impress anyone even if everyone's made up of all boys. Make-up is optional. It's like how it was before, and I still absolutely love it. :)