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I haven't written in this damn thing in like forever...so I want to post some of the poetry that I have been writing so this is all for some of my poems
They want to believe
See him in the sky
Hungry for salvation
Watch as it eats them alive
Yearning for a reason
Look up the stars and pray
Pray that he is listening
Saving you from the lies
They speak of someone great
Wishing they could see
Searching for something real
As lost souls they roam
You can't give in so easily
Hunting everywhere for your savior
Storming buildings on Sundays
Seeking his guiding light
Songs, books, buildings
Established in his honor
Keep on searching
What what are you really looking for?
Where is this man you pursue?
Why aren't you able to see?
To believe?
Why do you judge me?
You don't even know me?
What words have I spoken
To confirm your verdict?
What time have you spent
Thinking me out?
Do you know my true nature?
That I'm not who you've got figured out?
But have you dared ask for honesty?
I admit
I was tangled in feelings
And couldn't ignore
Told of an underdeveloped emotion
Without any truth
Started to fall and was turned away
Without a single word to display
You're conceited and arrogant
But I feel just the same
As if you were saintly
Though, can you not see that you have been fooled?
Watch how much I deceive
How I play without defeat
Have you not caught me grinning
When another victim falls
The truth is that you'll never see the mystery of me
There you sit, so silently
After screaming brief obscenities
Holding tight and letting go
Underneath your lies your suffering
Only contradicted by transparency
So calm, emotionlessly standing
I yearn to break
Your beautiful figurine
Show you painful joy
Longing to see you cry
Pleading to die
Push me away, falling off my feet
Screaming for your games to cease
I'll paint you a night sky
Dark and bright
Full of stars to guide.
I can imagine us
Cold and frost fall day
Laughing as summer slowly dies
We were meant for such a life
Crisp and cool matching
Outer weather with inner souls
So free and full of life
That is how we were supposed to be
Not faint shows of the once existent
We were fated,fated, can't you see
That these frowns that mark our brow
Should have never came until the final act
The pain that overwhelms you
Crying for more to numb
This is not our destiny
I saw a bright future
I saw it so clearly
It could never be a dream
Could it be that things aren't as they see
That this dank, dark rabbit hole
Is a blessing in disguise
Pull back the shells and see
Slip in between the covers, keep warm
Hold tight for the last of our bloody fight
They want to believe
See him in the sky
Hungry for salvation
Watch as it eats them alive
Yearning for a reason
Look up the stars and pray
Pray that he is listening
Saving you from the lies
They speak of someone great
Wishing they could see
Searching for something real
As lost souls they roam
You can't give in so easily
Hunting everywhere for your savior
Storming buildings on Sundays
Seeking his guiding light
Songs, books, buildings
Established in his honor
Keep on searching
What what are you really looking for?
Where is this man you pursue?
Why aren't you able to see?
To believe?
Why do you judge me?
You don't even know me?
What words have I spoken
To confirm your verdict?
What time have you spent
Thinking me out?
Do you know my true nature?
That I'm not who you've got figured out?
But have you dared ask for honesty?
I admit
I was tangled in feelings
And couldn't ignore
Told of an underdeveloped emotion
Without any truth
Started to fall and was turned away
Without a single word to display
You're conceited and arrogant
But I feel just the same
As if you were saintly
Though, can you not see that you have been fooled?
Watch how much I deceive
How I play without defeat
Have you not caught me grinning
When another victim falls
The truth is that you'll never see the mystery of me
There you sit, so silently
After screaming brief obscenities
Holding tight and letting go
Underneath your lies your suffering
Only contradicted by transparency
So calm, emotionlessly standing
I yearn to break
Your beautiful figurine
Show you painful joy
Longing to see you cry
Pleading to die
Push me away, falling off my feet
Screaming for your games to cease
I'll paint you a night sky
Dark and bright
Full of stars to guide.
I can imagine us
Cold and frost fall day
Laughing as summer slowly dies
We were meant for such a life
Crisp and cool matching
Outer weather with inner souls
So free and full of life
That is how we were supposed to be
Not faint shows of the once existent
We were fated,fated, can't you see
That these frowns that mark our brow
Should have never came until the final act
The pain that overwhelms you
Crying for more to numb
This is not our destiny
I saw a bright future
I saw it so clearly
It could never be a dream
Could it be that things aren't as they see
That this dank, dark rabbit hole
Is a blessing in disguise
Pull back the shells and see
Slip in between the covers, keep warm
Hold tight for the last of our bloody fight