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Wow, so I haven't posted here in forever. I think I forgot it existed for a while... Sammie just reminded me. So, to catch this up to speed....
I'm finally going back to school. I have two online classes which cost me nine hundred friggin dollars. Yeah, like I had any money anyway.
I work for Cash Plus in Lansing, making my drive to work 45 minutes one way.
I can't remember when my last post was, so yes, I live at home again. *sigh*
If Joe wasn't brought into the equation yet, here goes. Joe and I met working at Reuland. We originally just went to hang out to be friends. I realized I was attracted to him. Somehow we ended up falling hard and fast. We've been together since April 2007, and yes, I was still living with Mike and all that drama that I don't even want to think about. We originally planned on getting married in a few years, but now I'm not so sure. He doesn't sound as committed to this as I originally thought.
I'm pregnant with a son. I didn't find out until almost six months into it. I know, that is really hard to believe, but when you've been as stressed out as I've been you can't remember when your last period was anyway.
I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes and I stab myself three times a day to check my blood sugar.
My OBGYN is a friggin moron. He told me I was going to have a 94 pound baby. He also said, "oh my goodness, you're getting bigger by the second!" and my personal favorite, "sounds like a horse" when he was listening to the baby's heartbeat.
Joe and I decided to give up our son for adoption. It's best for the baby, best for Joe, best for our parents, and best for me. Think of me with a penis and add that Joe was obnoxious as a kid. yeah, not a pretty picture. I'm hoping to give him a chance at life that I could never give him. Donna and her husband Tim live in Williamston and both have very very good jobs. They're good christian people and can't have kids of their own. I prayed about it, and I'm 100% positive I'm doing the right thing.
My parents on the other hand.... they are very upset. That threw me for a loop. I never pegged them for grandparents material. (of course I don't think anyone else did either)
Okay, I can't type anymore. www.myspace.com/staticmissi
I'm finally going back to school. I have two online classes which cost me nine hundred friggin dollars. Yeah, like I had any money anyway.
I work for Cash Plus in Lansing, making my drive to work 45 minutes one way.
I can't remember when my last post was, so yes, I live at home again. *sigh*
If Joe wasn't brought into the equation yet, here goes. Joe and I met working at Reuland. We originally just went to hang out to be friends. I realized I was attracted to him. Somehow we ended up falling hard and fast. We've been together since April 2007, and yes, I was still living with Mike and all that drama that I don't even want to think about. We originally planned on getting married in a few years, but now I'm not so sure. He doesn't sound as committed to this as I originally thought.
I'm pregnant with a son. I didn't find out until almost six months into it. I know, that is really hard to believe, but when you've been as stressed out as I've been you can't remember when your last period was anyway.
I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes and I stab myself three times a day to check my blood sugar.
My OBGYN is a friggin moron. He told me I was going to have a 94 pound baby. He also said, "oh my goodness, you're getting bigger by the second!" and my personal favorite, "sounds like a horse" when he was listening to the baby's heartbeat.
Joe and I decided to give up our son for adoption. It's best for the baby, best for Joe, best for our parents, and best for me. Think of me with a penis and add that Joe was obnoxious as a kid. yeah, not a pretty picture. I'm hoping to give him a chance at life that I could never give him. Donna and her husband Tim live in Williamston and both have very very good jobs. They're good christian people and can't have kids of their own. I prayed about it, and I'm 100% positive I'm doing the right thing.
My parents on the other hand.... they are very upset. That threw me for a loop. I never pegged them for grandparents material. (of course I don't think anyone else did either)
Okay, I can't type anymore. www.myspace.com/staticmissi