Fuck this.

[orangesprinkles]

I'm really really sad. I was reading friends' journals, and they're all pumped to be home for the summer from college. Me? I was already here. College passed me by I guess. It's really depressing. I had plans to do all these great things in college, then I got stuck at a shitty community college, then I got stuck at a shitty job that doesn't even give me enough time to GO to the shitty community college. I wanted dorm life. That makes me sad. I think of all the things I'm missing, all the parties, all the new people, but weirdest and worst of all.... I'm missing some of the greatest information that could ever be passed on to me. I could learn soooooooo many millions of things, instead of just sitting in front of the computer learning that a certain car company hates the other companies that work for it and that waaaaay too many cars break down in the united states every day. and that old people whine too much, and middle aged people kiss ass too much and kick the proverbial cat too much. (I'm the proverbial cat) Has anyone ever told you "I'm so mad that I'm going to go home and kick the cat?" (Like Mr. Dinse maybe? LOL) Well, I thought it was funny at the time, but now that I'm the cat thats getting kicked for others' mistakes, it's not so funny anymore. The cat is sick of being kicked and is ready to attack any potential foot coming it's way.

*sigh* I talked to Mike a little while ago.... but he was still working on some guy's bathroom... it's too friggin late at night to be working on a bathroom... I wanted to talk to him, but he was like, you'll be sleeping by the time I get home. That makes me even more depressed. Not to mention the cold that creeped up on me this weekend. That depresses me even more.