this is the last time...
Yeah. This is the last time im drinking til im freaking legal or have enough alcohol to get smashed because I always feel like shit afterwards... mentally, not physically.
The fact that when I drink, it is mostly with at least one couple, always makes me so upset. Cause I am sick of not having anyone. If I only had someone for a little while, that would be enough for me. Im not drunk anymore, so this isn't a drunken post... but this is what I feel everytime I drink and don't get completely hammered. It blows. But whatever. In other news...
Junior year is finally over and I couldn't be happier! I think my over all gpa for the year was like 3.1 or something, which is fine I guess, I just know that I can do so much better than that. All I know is that junior year was hell. Honors chemistry was certainly the worst class I had... which is a shame, cause I loved Mr. Ebert. It was harder for me than any of my two AP courses, it really sucked. But my best class was of course cinema, I had 100% in the class and my movie is finally totally finished. Im just glad its summer.
I find summer a time to get back in touch with people who you might've lost touch with over the school year and im glad that's taking shape. A few old friends are coming out of the woodwork... and im fine with it. Especially since I can drive now. =]
I kicked off my summer by seeing NIN. It was actually fairly disappointing. They played great songs, don't get me wrong... but the show itself was lacking the splendor one would expect from a "farewell" tour. Im pretty sure we all know its not though. He just needs a break. The fact that NIN came on before Jane's Addiction really annoyed me, it took so much away from the show.
Then the rest of that week was incredibly boring til saturday when I saw Paramore & No Doubt. They were both really good live, surprisingly. I kinda like Paramore now, so that's cool. It took us 2 ½ hours to get out of the PG Pavillion though. That really really blew. Not to mention the traffic on the way home. Yeahhhh. Not much else to say.
Katie is irritating the hell out of me. She's using me and so is kayla. I don't appreciate. Its okay though. I have other friends, but katie, you're my sister for christ sakes. I give up on catering to you when you can't do me a small favor of unlocking the door for me when you're a mile away and I have no key. I had to break into my moms house. Whatev.
In honest to goodness good news; I won warped tickets from innerpartysystem! I gots two. Now I just need to find someone to come with me, cause for some reason no one is interested at all. It sucks.
I went to the emergency room yesterday cause my heart was racing, I couldn't breathe, and I was shaking viciously. It was irritating cause by the time I got there the symptoms wore off so they told me I was fine and to come back if it happens again. Too bad they don't realize that was the third time. I even told them that. They pretty much thought I was over reacting. Whatever, who cares?
Yeah summer's been alright so far. A few annoyances but nothing major. We'll see how it goes from this point on.
The fact that when I drink, it is mostly with at least one couple, always makes me so upset. Cause I am sick of not having anyone. If I only had someone for a little while, that would be enough for me. Im not drunk anymore, so this isn't a drunken post... but this is what I feel everytime I drink and don't get completely hammered. It blows. But whatever. In other news...
Junior year is finally over and I couldn't be happier! I think my over all gpa for the year was like 3.1 or something, which is fine I guess, I just know that I can do so much better than that. All I know is that junior year was hell. Honors chemistry was certainly the worst class I had... which is a shame, cause I loved Mr. Ebert. It was harder for me than any of my two AP courses, it really sucked. But my best class was of course cinema, I had 100% in the class and my movie is finally totally finished. Im just glad its summer.
I find summer a time to get back in touch with people who you might've lost touch with over the school year and im glad that's taking shape. A few old friends are coming out of the woodwork... and im fine with it. Especially since I can drive now. =]
I kicked off my summer by seeing NIN. It was actually fairly disappointing. They played great songs, don't get me wrong... but the show itself was lacking the splendor one would expect from a "farewell" tour. Im pretty sure we all know its not though. He just needs a break. The fact that NIN came on before Jane's Addiction really annoyed me, it took so much away from the show.
Then the rest of that week was incredibly boring til saturday when I saw Paramore & No Doubt. They were both really good live, surprisingly. I kinda like Paramore now, so that's cool. It took us 2 ½ hours to get out of the PG Pavillion though. That really really blew. Not to mention the traffic on the way home. Yeahhhh. Not much else to say.
Katie is irritating the hell out of me. She's using me and so is kayla. I don't appreciate. Its okay though. I have other friends, but katie, you're my sister for christ sakes. I give up on catering to you when you can't do me a small favor of unlocking the door for me when you're a mile away and I have no key. I had to break into my moms house. Whatev.
In honest to goodness good news; I won warped tickets from innerpartysystem! I gots two. Now I just need to find someone to come with me, cause for some reason no one is interested at all. It sucks.
I went to the emergency room yesterday cause my heart was racing, I couldn't breathe, and I was shaking viciously. It was irritating cause by the time I got there the symptoms wore off so they told me I was fine and to come back if it happens again. Too bad they don't realize that was the third time. I even told them that. They pretty much thought I was over reacting. Whatever, who cares?
Yeah summer's been alright so far. A few annoyances but nothing major. We'll see how it goes from this point on.