All this is temporary.

[orangesodaowns]

I might as well not even bother being friends with anyone ever again. It seems like everytime I think I have someone I can truly consider a friend, I get totally screwed over, secind placed to someone else, or just totally forgotten about. I fucking HATE feeling this way. But with most friends I feel this way. We have a good run for a short while then !poof! Gone in a flash. Everyone talks about junior year being one of their favorite years of high school. If this is supposed to be my best, I'd hate to see how my senior year will pan out. Just too damn much to think about these days. I can't stand it.

Sorry about my ranting. None of you read it anyway so I guess it doesn't really matter all that much.