Blahhhh...
Broken home, all alone (x2)
I can't seem to fight these feelings
I'm caught in the middle of this
And my wounds are not healing
I'm stuck in between my parents
I wish I had someone to talk to, someone I could confide in
I just want to know the truth, I just want to know the truth
Want to know the truth ...
Broken home, all alone
I know my mother loves me
But does my father even care if I'm sad or angry?
You were never ever there when I needed you
I hope you regret what you did
I think I know the truth, your father did the same to you
Did the same to you ...
I'm crying day and night now
What is wrong with me?
I cannot fight now, I feel like a weak link
Crying day and night now
What is wrong with me? I cannot fight now, I feel like a weak link
Push it back ... inside
Push it back ... inside
(A weak link)
Push it back ... inside
Push it back ... INSIDE!
Broken home, all alone
It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself, living in a broken home
How could I tell it so all y'all could feel it?
Depression strikes hard like my old earth would tell it
To me, her son, she told me I'm the one
Pain bottled up about to blow like a gun
Stories that I tell are non-fiction
And you can take it back CAUSE IT'S ALREADY DONE
BROKEN HOME!!!!! (x2)
Can't seem to fight these feelings, caught in the middle of this
And my wounds are not healing, stuck in between my parents
BROKEN HOME!!!!! (x2)
I should probably let go of the fact that my parents are divorced but it's been hitting me super hard lately. Like I finally realize after 6 years that things won't ever be how they used to be. I don't know. I just suck at life and need to let it go. And I also need to stop hanging with people cause it just upsets me in the long run. whatever, I don't care what happens anymore. I don't think anyone else I know does either, but that's ok. I just wish that this I'm depressed all the time bullshit would stop but I just cant see through it. I love too easily knowing that it will just just hurt me more than it will make me happy. So, if I don't go anywhere then i won't have to meet people and just wish. Also I bet if i looked different things would be better but oh well. But on a happier note, I got my industrial piercing finally. That's excting. If you care to see a picture you can go to this link: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v167/TheKidInTheCorner/Me%20Myself%20and%20I/industrial.jpg
Goodnight.
Emily