a conversation in my journal...
So there is this princess locked up some place at the edge of the forest and there are these 3 princes going after her...one s the noble prince the other is an altruists and the 3rd the one just there. so which one would win? is the next question, without the princess seeing the struggle/ journey of the 3 men who does she pick
- probably the third guy? idk
so the struggle doesn't matter, the work doesn't matter...that where the idiotic comes in
- I mean, if she didn't see it, then how could she know?
SO lets tell the same story but have the princess see the whole thing, actively viewing, omniscient, from the tower.
- So..I mean, probably the one that does the most...or the cutest. idk.
i guess w/o giving more information about the situation one could not come to the same conclusion as the princess which was to choose the one she Nobel because she like him
-Yes
Now here lies the idocary the relationship that would be the most fulfilling would be the one opposite of her choice
-Why do you say that?
well she the choice A BC Jung and Nietzsche both state that in matters of the self the Want has more power than actually needing of the object
it's is only from the unobjective viewer can the right choice be actually made
- That makes sense
So choice A is the want, her admiration for for the prince, the one who carries that adjective of noble, she is taught to want that
While choice B would be a character of mere Selflessness, his purpose isn't for love just presumed duty
And the choice C the man who carries no adjective, can be assumed to be the hardest working
-I see. Wouldn't this mean that people are idiots, in general?
well look at homosexual
we choose our lovers from each grouping based solely on a need-want basis
while females follow patterns until they become content with the lives therefore never pursuing love again
-Hmm
no this was brought about by a night, of wondering if im working so hard what is the other guy doing in the kevin-brianna case- she likes someone that doesn't even know it, so she going to wait until spring break to tell him, while i'm suppose to "impressed [her] out of thinking about him" but she has already made up her mind, then what's the point of putting the work in, i my head i feel like altruist because i've always there to save someone yet can't make a sacrifice to be with them. or i can morph the two roles together and be the both the altruist and un-labeled man, but my destiny would probably be the same. though i have not given up, the thoughts of concession are building in the clouds above me.
- I mean, if the outcome will be bad, even if you go about it another way, why continue your pursuit?
maybe it's Hope, or i just something i can't have, infatuation or the need for intimacy...i mean there is no base for my attraction, other than that of what i've seen and wanted in the past. Even if i'll lose myself in it, would that be the best thing to do. it's the other guy, she tells me that she'll hurt me, give me pain, yet has she told that to the other or is that just the standard for me, am i mouse or a man, i know the whole thing means nothing, just me over intellectualize something, thus forcing it to be nothing.
- I guess you over intellectualizing this is your way of gaining some sort of control and understanding over this uncontrollable situation It makes sense, but like you said, it means absolutely nothing. Your understanding of the situation isn't even changing your feelings for this girl. You know that you won't be with her, yet you continue. I guess it's just the way people are...is it insanity if you know what the outcome will be, but keep trying despite that?
i guess i have faith in the fact that i know, this girl can't hurt me as much as she thinks, that despite the outcome I've grown, more in the past months, than i have in the past year, everyday i find myself more sociable, i no longer have this force misanthropic feeling towards where i am, he negative outlooks, is possibly forcing out of this rut, i mean you were there for Mike and Julius and Gabe, i haven't even recovered from that yet and it has been 3 years
it was because i lived by unsustainable morals that got it in the situation. i wish i was one of those people...who were just stupid but always had a bf or g/f?
-I used to wish that, then I realized that they didn't have what I wanted at all; what was love for them wasn't my definition. I'm just making it work on my own, while searching for the person that I'll find it with
So what i'm doing isn't wrong, i'm just looking to define someone i've grown to care about in my life
- probably the third guy? idk
so the struggle doesn't matter, the work doesn't matter...that where the idiotic comes in
- I mean, if she didn't see it, then how could she know?
SO lets tell the same story but have the princess see the whole thing, actively viewing, omniscient, from the tower.
- So..I mean, probably the one that does the most...or the cutest. idk.
i guess w/o giving more information about the situation one could not come to the same conclusion as the princess which was to choose the one she Nobel because she like him
-Yes
Now here lies the idocary the relationship that would be the most fulfilling would be the one opposite of her choice
-Why do you say that?
well she the choice A BC Jung and Nietzsche both state that in matters of the self the Want has more power than actually needing of the object
it's is only from the unobjective viewer can the right choice be actually made
- That makes sense
So choice A is the want, her admiration for for the prince, the one who carries that adjective of noble, she is taught to want that
While choice B would be a character of mere Selflessness, his purpose isn't for love just presumed duty
And the choice C the man who carries no adjective, can be assumed to be the hardest working
-I see. Wouldn't this mean that people are idiots, in general?
well look at homosexual
we choose our lovers from each grouping based solely on a need-want basis
while females follow patterns until they become content with the lives therefore never pursuing love again
-Hmm
no this was brought about by a night, of wondering if im working so hard what is the other guy doing in the kevin-brianna case- she likes someone that doesn't even know it, so she going to wait until spring break to tell him, while i'm suppose to "impressed [her] out of thinking about him" but she has already made up her mind, then what's the point of putting the work in, i my head i feel like altruist because i've always there to save someone yet can't make a sacrifice to be with them. or i can morph the two roles together and be the both the altruist and un-labeled man, but my destiny would probably be the same. though i have not given up, the thoughts of concession are building in the clouds above me.
- I mean, if the outcome will be bad, even if you go about it another way, why continue your pursuit?
maybe it's Hope, or i just something i can't have, infatuation or the need for intimacy...i mean there is no base for my attraction, other than that of what i've seen and wanted in the past. Even if i'll lose myself in it, would that be the best thing to do. it's the other guy, she tells me that she'll hurt me, give me pain, yet has she told that to the other or is that just the standard for me, am i mouse or a man, i know the whole thing means nothing, just me over intellectualize something, thus forcing it to be nothing.
- I guess you over intellectualizing this is your way of gaining some sort of control and understanding over this uncontrollable situation It makes sense, but like you said, it means absolutely nothing. Your understanding of the situation isn't even changing your feelings for this girl. You know that you won't be with her, yet you continue. I guess it's just the way people are...is it insanity if you know what the outcome will be, but keep trying despite that?
i guess i have faith in the fact that i know, this girl can't hurt me as much as she thinks, that despite the outcome I've grown, more in the past months, than i have in the past year, everyday i find myself more sociable, i no longer have this force misanthropic feeling towards where i am, he negative outlooks, is possibly forcing out of this rut, i mean you were there for Mike and Julius and Gabe, i haven't even recovered from that yet and it has been 3 years
it was because i lived by unsustainable morals that got it in the situation. i wish i was one of those people...who were just stupid but always had a bf or g/f?
-I used to wish that, then I realized that they didn't have what I wanted at all; what was love for them wasn't my definition. I'm just making it work on my own, while searching for the person that I'll find it with
So what i'm doing isn't wrong, i'm just looking to define someone i've grown to care about in my life