my LJ is so lame..
it's 3:30am and i can't sleep at all. pledging is done..finally. i don't want to see another pink shirt til next year. everyone is leaving for zbt and aepi's formal. my journal is so lame i really hope no one ever reads this. i miss my boyfriend like crazy. i hate being away from him and i suck at being a long distance girlfriend. ginger has now left for zbt and come back cause she forgot something 3 times. at least it's better then getting to canada and forgetting stuff. i am so exhausted i wish i could sleep. i also wish my boyfriend was here, it's always easier to sleep when you have someone next to you. i've tried a big pillow and a stuffed nemo but neither make me feel better. i think nemo would, but the big fishy eyes bug me out. haha. who writes laughing in their journal? i'm seriously so lame. i really miss john, i think he should start living in my closet - that way he could come out and play with me. that sounds a little creepy. i'm wearing my zbt shirt that he gave me. it's like 800 sizes too big and the collar is all pulled out but i love it cause it smells like him even after i wash it. i guess it makes me feel better. that and nemo. haha. i hope john and i are together forever, maybe i'll finally figure out how to put him before all my other responsibilities. spelling? whatever. anyway, i really hope so. i never want to say 'i love you' to anyone else but him. aww cute. but true. my little is still awake. i think it's one of those nights when everyone goes a little crazy. i wish i was a better girlfriend, but i guess it's all a learning process. alright i guess i should try to sleep, i can't believe we ended at like 1am tonight. crazy. ok bye? how do you end these things? laaame.