Oct 30, 2005 00:25
i think that one of the saddest moments is when you realize that you really have lost a friend. that was kind of last Wednesday night. but maybe that's life and growing up. and i guess it's ok. it's just sad to realize it or realize that that's the way I feel.
If I were still updating that list, casey, I would add good conversations to it right now. Tonight was a good conversation even if the future is somewhat scary (scary is not the word I want but what I will use for lack of a better one). This year is better than last in the way that i;m not as stressed. it's also just different.
remind me to be more self confident sometimes.