UGHHHHHH
I think kerry totally blew me off today.im mad.Or more than that, disappointed.oh wait...she just told me shes sick.but im still sad.
Last night i went to the show.It was kool i guess.Ernie hardly talked to me even when i was right next to him.but when he did, it was so wierd...i think my eyes said a hell of a lot more than my mouth.he asked me whats wrong and i simply said,"nothing." with these huge eyes.he knew.i know he knew its too obvious.there was the girl,then him,then me...standing there,forcing myself to look.he asked me where my lipstick went and i said i dont know and he kinda laughed.what boy notices lack of lipstick?holy fuck.i wanted to kiss him.its kind of hard to plan that out when he had his arm around another girl.ashley told me not to look or be next to him but i wanted to.during his song he looked at me and he smiled.i couldnt take my eyes off him.he dedicated the songs to the girl but not his best friends.it made my heart drop,but enough to make my head lower.thats fucked up.whatever.I cant be mad at the damn kid even when i want to be.jen and i have a new founded "asextual club" because its so much easier not to like anyone.
kristen and jen rock my socks.and danielle and meagan and nicole are mad cool people.kristen and jen and me have become close its so cool i love making friends and i think we are gonna be really good friends.we went on the see saws and it was great.it made my ass cold.i made more friends and one of them is from stars of tommorrow hellz yeah.and people recognized me from the holloween contest when i was edward scissorhands and i was so happy.
kenny told me he thought he broke his foot.he didnt.hes funny.gabby made me sing in the bathroom and she really liked it.someone asked me if they could have my lips.jen took a picture of the hott guys ass and it was beautiful.
I told rachel and her friend a story with plastic chips while molesting the table i was laying on.i made them laugh.they thought i was stoned but rachel knows im straight-edge because im cool like that.
there was a band called from a distance and they were all from my skool. they were amazing.i like them.the drummer was the shit.i actually met jon cap from myspace and i didnt expect it haha.he's such a cool oddball.yeahh.a lot different than i thought he would be though...a little less...down to earth you might say?
i want everything to go right.when is that going to happen.
i visited lovely rob at target on friday.because i love rob.HAHAHHA I SAID IT!!!
- my life is a movie
Last night i went to the show.It was kool i guess.Ernie hardly talked to me even when i was right next to him.but when he did, it was so wierd...i think my eyes said a hell of a lot more than my mouth.he asked me whats wrong and i simply said,"nothing." with these huge eyes.he knew.i know he knew its too obvious.there was the girl,then him,then me...standing there,forcing myself to look.he asked me where my lipstick went and i said i dont know and he kinda laughed.what boy notices lack of lipstick?holy fuck.i wanted to kiss him.its kind of hard to plan that out when he had his arm around another girl.ashley told me not to look or be next to him but i wanted to.during his song he looked at me and he smiled.i couldnt take my eyes off him.he dedicated the songs to the girl but not his best friends.it made my heart drop,but enough to make my head lower.thats fucked up.whatever.I cant be mad at the damn kid even when i want to be.jen and i have a new founded "asextual club" because its so much easier not to like anyone.
kristen and jen rock my socks.and danielle and meagan and nicole are mad cool people.kristen and jen and me have become close its so cool i love making friends and i think we are gonna be really good friends.we went on the see saws and it was great.it made my ass cold.i made more friends and one of them is from stars of tommorrow hellz yeah.and people recognized me from the holloween contest when i was edward scissorhands and i was so happy.
kenny told me he thought he broke his foot.he didnt.hes funny.gabby made me sing in the bathroom and she really liked it.someone asked me if they could have my lips.jen took a picture of the hott guys ass and it was beautiful.
I told rachel and her friend a story with plastic chips while molesting the table i was laying on.i made them laugh.they thought i was stoned but rachel knows im straight-edge because im cool like that.
there was a band called from a distance and they were all from my skool. they were amazing.i like them.the drummer was the shit.i actually met jon cap from myspace and i didnt expect it haha.he's such a cool oddball.yeahh.a lot different than i thought he would be though...a little less...down to earth you might say?
i want everything to go right.when is that going to happen.
i visited lovely rob at target on friday.because i love rob.HAHAHHA I SAID IT!!!
- my life is a movie