OMG :-(shitty day

[orangeqtqueen]

omg today sucked its getting alot harder not easier and more stupid to be in that building i cannot friggin wait to get outta there college will b soo much better well i really wish everything would go back to normal before i screwed them up..i honest to god miss my best friend n i screwed up n scared i guess scared the shit outta her thats why shes soo distant she doesnt believe me about why "that" happened and if it was to happen again AW WELL i swear it feels like no one cares any more and why should i their like omg katie come on but i really dont think they understand but they probably do im soo confused right now theres a ton of shit running through my mind.too much i just wish it was summer i dont really even want the month of may anymore.. ahhhh yes i do.. whatever life goes on i go on.. if it was to happen i wouldnt tell anyone just to let everyone know... i learned that the hard way... if no one knows no one can get madd @ me and no one can not talk to me ...

whatever ....
<3katie