today wasnt the greatest

[orangeqtqueen]

ok well its tuesday and yesterday afternoon-last night really blew monkey balls like i was seriously thinking way outside my box and i scared myself luckily nothing happened even tho i thought it really wasnt but sumthing yet again has stopped me from doing it.. doing anything cutting or hurting myself and that i havent figured out yet but i guess its wonderous that theres sumthing stopping me but anyways parents suck every1s do including mine @ times ive learned that im lucky to have the ones i do.. but they still are very sketchy. a couple things to be excited about! Prom-23 DAYSS!! yeyy!!! and pops night is 16 DAYSS!!! yey!! omg pops is going to be the bomb! those two weeks are going to go by sooo slow and then the weekends are going to go by soo fasT!! but hey the yrs almost over YEY! n BOOO!! cant wait juinor has flown by.. but its been a great n horrible one.. rocky points but ive made some new pretty awesome friends this yr and had some awesome times that i wont forget.. seinor yr for me is next yr.. AHHHHHH i soo dont wanna b a seinor its going to be mucho hard for me to leave... especially when ihave to leave all my friends and such.. that place i hate it @ times but ive had an awesome 3 yrs.. the last one is going to rock!! its gunna fly proms gunna come and then were gone.. itll b awesome its been a great time @ bhs and i wont wanna leave.. but after four yrs they kik u out and plus i think its really time for me to leave(NO WAYYY) well im outtie...peace
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