Jan 06, 2010 15:50
That's me, eating my sausage, egg and cheese sandwich that I just made in the kitchen.
I think I'll try and keep a daily account of my life. See how boring it really is.
This morning, I woke up at 9:30 after having a dream about playing my french horn in high school. I really miss playing it. I laid around in bed half asleep, still dreaming about playing the french horn until it was nearly 11, when I decided to get out of bed. I let Chuck outside, and came out here to get online. I turned on the TV to CNN and fed Chuck. Since then I have showered, played Farmville on facebook, made myself an English muffin with butter and some raspberries. Had 3 cups of orange juice and that sandwich I mentioned at the top. I was supposed to have lunch with Randy, he was supposed to call me when he "started moving around" but that never happened. I feel a little blown off, I sent him a text at 11:30 and didn't hear anything from him about our arrangements until he called after I got out of the shower. He said he got a late start and that he had some things to do, could I come by and get the usb cards and sd card after I get off work?" 'Sure' I said. I'm not totally in the mood for a damper visit anyway. He's been sick, he's got a lot on his mind and he doesn't have enough energy left to be in a good mood when he sees me. I need him to get himself together.
I've been pretty zoned out all day too. I've got to leave for work in about 20 minutes. I should go check on the dryer...
I have such a short temper with poor Chuckie. He just wont stop licking everything within reach. He's such a good boy 75% of the time. I just wish he'd stop fucking licking my hands, my feet, my legs, anything he can reach. Most especially his asshole... -_-
i don't really want to go to work.
Why is that? Because I want to give in and just sit here, going over the internet, not doing anything productive, letting myself waste away in the hopes that all of my problems will too. Laying down on my old couch, watching tv, that sounds fantastic.
This fight in the new decade to "Be a more responsible person" is going to be a bit more difficult than I originally thought.