meh
So it's Christmas Eve. I want presents... A little while ago I played Trivial Pursuit Pop Culture 2. I actually came in 2nd... I have no idea how.
I didn't end up going to my father's house today. I sent him an e-mail in response to a forward that he sent me about how we shouldn't buy gas from Citgo because the president of Venezuela owns the chain. It said something like "why did you send me this? If you're going to e-mail me, please make it worth reading. I'll know some time tomorrow morning whether or not I will be going to your house tomorrow. Have a nice night." I got a reply this morning saying simply "Don't bother"
I remembered last night when it was that my emotions died. It started sophomore year of high school. It was because of a combination of a few things. Mainly Reed, but also all the rumors that went around and ruined my social life for the year. Jeff was a cause for it as well as a few other people. It finished after Dawn left. Once she left I didn't ever let myself be open to that much pain again.
I realized that I've been like this for four years.
That's kinda fucked-up.
I didn't end up going to my father's house today. I sent him an e-mail in response to a forward that he sent me about how we shouldn't buy gas from Citgo because the president of Venezuela owns the chain. It said something like "why did you send me this? If you're going to e-mail me, please make it worth reading. I'll know some time tomorrow morning whether or not I will be going to your house tomorrow. Have a nice night." I got a reply this morning saying simply "Don't bother"
I remembered last night when it was that my emotions died. It started sophomore year of high school. It was because of a combination of a few things. Mainly Reed, but also all the rumors that went around and ruined my social life for the year. Jeff was a cause for it as well as a few other people. It finished after Dawn left. Once she left I didn't ever let myself be open to that much pain again.
I realized that I've been like this for four years.
That's kinda fucked-up.