Opps!
Opps, i havnt updated in a while! Oh wells, I will start writing more often now...i guess i just havnt felt like it lately. A lot has happened since my last update, including an extremly drunken/embarassing nite at the old port, which i will NOT go into detail about this time, lol. Im laughin now, but wasnt then! Ugh Im getting a headache just thinkin about it, heeeeeh.
After taking someones remarks the wrong way about my weight/size, I decided to ask a few other people whut they honestly thought about my weight and...I have been deemed 'chubby.' I didnt want ne more lies, so I asked only guys, and no girls...cause most guys tell the honest to gawd truth about stuff like this, and from what Ive asked a few of them, I guess they've noticed that I have gained weight over the past year. THE TRUTH SUCKS/HURTS, but Im glad they were honest about it, cause I really wanted to know. I was angry at first, when this all first came to my attention, even though it was on accident. I felt like i wanted to starve myself or something, and excersize till i drop cause I was sooo hurt and pissed off. But thats not a good combo so for the past few days ive been eatting really healthy...i havnt had one single bite/drink of ne thing bad for me, and Ive put my abs workout video and my treadmill to good use. I think by the end of the summer i will hopefully have lost 25 lbs, which would bring me down to 105 lbs...which is whut my normal weight used to be. Its kinda sucked gaining weight so quickly, I cant fit into most of my jeans n stuff...but I got them saved, for the end of the summer, and I cant wait! Its no wonder i have gained weight though, becos I have been extremly careless about what I eat...and I hate excersizing...bad combination! So noooooow, exercising is my best friend, and food isnt...its wierd how i got those two mixed up and switched around before.
My summer course starts Monday...which I think will really benefit my health, becos, it is a class called "Exercising for Fitness and Health" hehe...looks like ive started my diet and exercising at just the right time. Im really excited to learn more n stuff.
Ne ways, enough of me blubbering about my weight...there is no need to ne more cause Im doin somethin about it n Im gonna look so cute by the end of summer! Not that I already dont now but...yeaaaaaaah, in a different waaaaay.
Adios : ]
After taking someones remarks the wrong way about my weight/size, I decided to ask a few other people whut they honestly thought about my weight and...I have been deemed 'chubby.' I didnt want ne more lies, so I asked only guys, and no girls...cause most guys tell the honest to gawd truth about stuff like this, and from what Ive asked a few of them, I guess they've noticed that I have gained weight over the past year. THE TRUTH SUCKS/HURTS, but Im glad they were honest about it, cause I really wanted to know. I was angry at first, when this all first came to my attention, even though it was on accident. I felt like i wanted to starve myself or something, and excersize till i drop cause I was sooo hurt and pissed off. But thats not a good combo so for the past few days ive been eatting really healthy...i havnt had one single bite/drink of ne thing bad for me, and Ive put my abs workout video and my treadmill to good use. I think by the end of the summer i will hopefully have lost 25 lbs, which would bring me down to 105 lbs...which is whut my normal weight used to be. Its kinda sucked gaining weight so quickly, I cant fit into most of my jeans n stuff...but I got them saved, for the end of the summer, and I cant wait! Its no wonder i have gained weight though, becos I have been extremly careless about what I eat...and I hate excersizing...bad combination! So noooooow, exercising is my best friend, and food isnt...its wierd how i got those two mixed up and switched around before.
My summer course starts Monday...which I think will really benefit my health, becos, it is a class called "Exercising for Fitness and Health" hehe...looks like ive started my diet and exercising at just the right time. Im really excited to learn more n stuff.
Ne ways, enough of me blubbering about my weight...there is no need to ne more cause Im doin somethin about it n Im gonna look so cute by the end of summer! Not that I already dont now but...yeaaaaaaah, in a different waaaaay.
Adios : ]