Running Rants

[orangepladjuice]

I ran ten miles on Saturday afternoon at George Pierce Park- I have never run that long straight through before- I was rather excited, and I could have gone longer

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locke, please

[anonymous]

hey whitney........ i called you a few times over the weekend, and called your house once i think (got the numbers from my phone bill, thank god) but nobody picked up either time........ i realized that you still may be a little tender from the last entry i wrote........ i looked back at it, felt sorta dumb because it was a little embarrassing for both of us, and it seems that you got angry at me for getting angry at you for that whole mess.............. i'm sorry whitney for posting on your livejournal about all of that, but you have to understand that i really didnt feel like talking on the phone about it and i didnt' think you would have wanted me to keep it bottled up inside....... i picked a bad forum to get angry at you, and i'm sorry...... i'm not sorry for what i said, though, because i think me letting all of that out has let me forgive you sooner....... if you truly deeply wanted to be close friends then you would try and put yourself in my shoes and think of how you would act after not being able to talk with your baby for a whole week and all the circumstances around that, and then getting let go the next time you do talk....... it hurt a lot.......

i have to admit, this weekend i wanted to 50% get my books back and 50% see you and how you were doing, if you were happy and what you wanted, and to see those new kitties that you got......... well, maybe those percentages were a little different........ i'm not sure, but i guess there's some funk between us now........ i thought we respected each other enough to where me getting my stuff back wouldnt be a problem, but i guess i was wrong........ the books aren't worth going on Judge Joe Brown to get back, but they are things that i need in my library to get my schoolwork done....... if you don't want to talk about anything or see me that's fine........ just please at least drop them off at my place as soon as you can ....... i hope that's not too much to ask.......

i know that you may be in a point in your life where you are figuring things out....... i am always here for you if you want to chat.....

tyler

Re: locke, please

[dukeofmirth]

i'm moving my xanga to livejournal, here is my name in case you were interested