a long december
sometimes...do you just feel like you wish that all your petty worries would be over...I sure as hell do....I just hate the stupid things in life and love them to! Like can be such a paradox sometimes....constantly making statements that contradict themselves! I honestly love my friends...they are all such great people...i'm sometimes not so great...I can be to sarcastic sometimes and hurt peoples feelings...and i really don't mean to! I hurt my friend tonight because i made some weird face...and i wasn't even thinking anything bad...I really hope she doesn't think i dislike her...because she's one of my closest friends and i would never do that...! I'm not good with confrontation i do much better with letters...I think i should write her one! I just think i've come so far since i started public school...some things not as good as others but all together pretty good! I have a boyfriend who loves me who i love as well....I have friends that are always there! I just wish i had a way to thank my friends....i think i'm gonna try to think of a way this weekend! I don't know...i sound so stupid right now...or at least i do! I don't know i just feel like making no sense...but to myself! well i'm gonna go sleep...and think about this!\
love ya'll,
Chelsea
love ya'll,
Chelsea